壊れた人形

I'm choking
barely breathing
oh please
fill the hole in my heart
its bleeding
down to the floor
it's pieces are laying around
my tears are seeable in the reflection
just as my bleeding wounds.
i fall onto knees
fear overcomes my eyes
what am i
who am i
who cares-
my existence doesn't matter now
i can do nothing-
my hands are breaking apart.
they laughing loudly
why they're laughing at me?
the echo is hurting in my head.
why me oh dear
why me why me
why did you have chosen me?
i'm falling apart don't you see?
what am i
who am i
what do i do,
still breaking apart?
the memories are gone
don't talk about it
don't remind things if they're gone.
and my little dreams
i thought i'll reach
my dreams oh
they fall apart
as same as my heart
and my body
my soul
oh i'm breaking don't you see?

What do I want?

Oh no it's okay
just hurt me another time
It's not like I loved you
And that I still do
But push me away
Yes It's okay
It's fine if don't message me
Pretend like I've never been
I know I may sound harsh
tough I can understand
pushing away
is a good way
to protect oneself
but would you kindly
please, give me a chance
I will fight for you
Though there's a lot
that I still can't understand
But maybe all the questions
are not necessarily
important,because
the answer is you