An echo

My soft and high voice
A loveing and careassing gesture
A shy smile hidden by my fingers
Lashes flirtingly presented
Hesistant words
An elegant walk

What is it?
Where am I?
Not here.
Where do I belong?
Not here.
What makes you special?
Nothing.
Why do you feel the way you do?
I don't know.
Are you sad?
No.
Are you unhappy?
Yes.
Who are you?
I don't know.
Anymore

An echo
Hello
Hello Hello
Hello Hello Hello
Hi
How are you
How is it to know
your own child has been broken by themselves
A smile
fades
Tears have been my friends all my life
I never knew myself
I can't get to know myself
all is blurry
all is covered red in blood
all the glass scattered on the floor-
take my hand
bring me home
give me air to breath and pavements to walk
give me hope and love
no more lies
no more lies
echo echo echo
lost
in this labyrinth of mirrors
is there any true human nature left of me now
my spirit is gone
it's been
broken
a long
long
time ago
music blasting though my head
reviving all the veins inside my body
They tell me I am sad and I am pitiful
scattered glass
i am drunk
of all the up and downs they've given me
i throw up
to get rid of all their chemicals
thank you very much
fuck you all
high heels on a boy never looked so good
pack my things and go
i never loved it to spit on you so much

Phantom

Hey mirror
hello
hey mirror
hello
do at least you recognize me?
hey mirror
hello
how come that I still exist?
hey mirror
hello
you shall never leave me alone
hey mirror
hello
i am in pieces but i wish you were instead
hey mirror
hello
where am i heading? can you tell me
hey mirror
will you ever show the truth?
hey mirror
where did i go?
hey mirror
where did i get lost?
hey mirror
i live and love the lies you tell
hey mirror
a smile will convince them
hey mirror
tell me is there anything left of me?
hey mirror
my hands are all blurry
hey mirror
the games we played they grew you tired too right
hey mirror
you never rest do you
hey mirror
are you tired of my tears too?
hey mirror
can you bring me home again
hey mirror
or at least take me
far
far
away from here
hey mirror
hello
anybody out there?