Silence

Though I told her
I feel like I did wrong
( I am always doing it wrong
always messing things up
failure im such a failure )
Though I had vent out
I feel worse than ever before
I shouldn't have burden her
I shouldn't have spoken up
( All I am is a failure I am always wrong )
Now I am laying here
staring at the ceiling
Feeling so full and empty
So emotional emotionless
So burning cold

I've become quiet they said
Maybe because
my head
is louder
than ever
before