Back on track

The mask fades
Back we are
on the field
Back we are
all alone
I've realized
home is
where my heart is
and right know it's
really not going anywhere
really not holding on
really not grasping anything

home is
that what goes by
that what leaves me alone

home is
the warmth of my tea
the bones sticking out
the rain on my face
the air I breathe
the scars I bear
the messages I reread
the tears I taste
the moon that listens
the pleas never heard
the dreams never fulfilled
the satisfaction never got

the life i could never life
now is home

I'm coming home
Oh and if you knew how much I want to drag sharp metal through my skin
I'm coming home
Oh and if you knew
If you knew
If you only knew